cautionarytale: (facepalm)
Elle Bishop ([personal profile] cautionarytale) wrote2011-04-30 12:46 pm

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[private to Howie]

I'm not normally that-- [EYEROLL] I mean, you know that, right? That was... [She wants to say something about how she hates not remembering who was responsible because she has issues with that but all her other issues are back so she won't :c]

I think I'm... [She's just. Frowning. And has no idea how to say this.] I wanna talk to you about something.

[She thinks about that for a moment.] You know what? Never mind. I'm good.

Re: some spam.

[identity profile] cautionarystory.livejournal.com 2011-05-02 10:38 pm (UTC)(link)
"No. I mean, it sucks less but I don't want to miss him less, I want him to come back."

Re: some spam.

[identity profile] kingfor-aday.livejournal.com 2011-05-02 10:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[He found something to lean against, and paused for a moment, thinking,] "I think that's understandable, Elle. But... that's part of getting over him too. Because as much as you want him to, he's probably" [-most definitely-] "not."

Re: some spam.

[identity profile] cautionarystory.livejournal.com 2011-05-02 10:48 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah, I get that he's not," [she said bitterly. She frowned again.] "I'm less sad, so why doesn't that feel like a good thing?"

Re: some spam.

[identity profile] kingfor-aday.livejournal.com 2011-05-02 10:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[He frowned a little too,] "I don't quite know. I'm going to say because... you don't want to have to be doing this. This is, I don't know, almost like a compromise."

Re: some spam.

[identity profile] cautionarystory.livejournal.com 2011-05-02 10:59 pm (UTC)(link)
"Doing what?" [She felt dumb for not being sure what he meant. She didn't even realize how much like a child's her voice sounded when she asked that question.]

Re: some spam.

[identity profile] kingfor-aday.livejournal.com 2011-05-03 08:42 pm (UTC)(link)
"Getting used to missing him." [He noted how she sounded. He nearly always did, but he was still a little unsure what to do about it.]