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[cautionarytale]

I'm not like him.

Peter, please don't

I hate you.


[private to Adam]

... Adam?
 

Comments

[Private]

[lazarusrisen.livejournal.com]

My arm hurts like hell. Aside from that, I'm fine.

Are you okay?

[Private]

[cautionarystory.livejournal.com]

Kinda. Peter's mad at me and I'm scared I'm

I dunno what to do. About anything. Everything. My whole life.

[Private]

[lazarusrisen.livejournal.com]

You can tell me anything you want. That is, if you want to talk.

[Private]

[cautionarystory.livejournal.com]

Peter and I were... we were friends, but now he hates me. And Sylar keeps telling me I'm a monster just like him and I'm starting to think he's right.

I want you to tell me what to do.

[Private]

[lazarusrisen.livejournal.com]

You're not a monster. What you did in Tony's room was because you had him in your head. It's not your fault.

Why does Peter hate you?

[Private]

[cautionarystory.livejournal.com]

But I kill people, and sometimes for worse reasons than he has, and I don't even care. That makes me bad, doesn't it?

Peter found out I tried to kill you 'cause you were acting like he would've.

[Private]

[lazarusrisen.livejournal.com]

It depends. Why did you kill them? Did you just kill them because you wanted power or did you kill them for a reason? I'm fine with killing-I've killed who knows how many people in my life. You just need a reason.

I had a bit of Peter in my head also. Don't worry. Do you want me to talk to Peter to smooth everything over?

[Private]

[cautionarystory.livejournal.com]

Please, just tell me what I'm supposed to do. I don't wanna be free, I want things to make sense again: the Company's right, everything else is wrong. It used to be easy. I want my father back.

[Private]

[lazarusrisen.livejournal.com]

I...fine then. I'll tell you what you're supposed to do.

Don't worry about Tony. I'm going to try to get him off of your back. If he accosts you about you killing him, tell him you had Sylar in your head. I can back you up. Don't worry about the other people you killed. I'm certain you had a reason. Besides, that's in the past. Don't worry about the past right now. Let me talk to Peter-I'll smooth things out with him. He listens to me.

Got that?

[Private]

[cautionarystory.livejournal.com]

Yeah, got it.

And... I'm sorry I hurt you.

[Private]

[lazarusrisen.livejournal.com]

Don't worry about it. I'm all fine now.